Oh my gosh, sometimes I am just frantic to DO something, anything, but what?? I have dozens of hobbies, projects, things I've started, and left behind. I feel manic but seem to have no outlet for this mania. I tried playing around on pinterest but none of my selections would post. So here I am pouring it out in words and trying to empty myself of this insane nothingness.

I feel uneasy, unsettled, unnerved. Tomorrow we have a date with a stranger who will decide what pieces of our lives we can keep. Very scary...what will he say?

Just don't know. No fingernails left to bite and Tracy is sleeping. I'm on a jag because I slept all day, was sick when I got up, went to work and had to leave work, now I'm wide awake and my mind is running fast like a projector at the end of a reel.

Dear Lord, let tomorrow go well, heal little Tobey, hear our prayers, please, Lord, hear our prayers.