Well, I guess my posts are going from "how-to's" and cheery updates to dead serious today. I see my last post was July 26th and ironically it was about clean eating and our new commitment to eat foods that were fresh, whole, and mostly five ingredients or less. After that I didn't write again. Looking back, it's kinda strange that I didn't write for days but I worked a lot and was really tired and didn't feel so great and on and on...
Yesterday, August 5th, around 4am, I had a heart attack. I know, it's surreal, isn't it? It still hasn't sunk in for me. We are in Champaign, IL, for a wedding we never made it to. Today, August 6th, I'm sitting in a hospital room, trying to let it all sink in without allowing these events make me crazy. I think Tracy's in shock, too, and we are up here alone and confused. Maybe I'll write more later or maybe I won't write another word about it. Who can say? Life is strange and it's hard to post from my iPad (plus no pictures). So after another tasteless hospital supper I think I will stare out the window some more and think about the girl I used to be.
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